So I am trying to re model my Xanga, cause it has been to long...and way to out dated! I am just to much of a retard when it comes to this kind of thing, that I can't even do it HA! Oh well, will keep trying!

Hope all who read this, are having a good day, and far from T-Oed, vexed, or in any other sort of discomfort...man, oh man..I should learn how to spell!

Muah- to you all! 

 Hey!

I don't even know where I left off, and I am not even going to try and read, and fill in what’s happened since then, because that’s allot of filling in!!!!!

 I came back from Israel two weeks ago, and it was so awesome!!!!! If you haven't been, then you need to go at least once in your life! It’s such an amazing place, and everywhere you go, it obvious that there is no other place like it!!!

 It’s weird to think the semester is almost gone, this one managed to slip by faster that usual! On a positive note, summer is nearly here (and we all know that that only lasts for like two weeks in this country....but either way, not freezing in nice!). I am finishing school this summer, so right now life is pretty much home work, but its ok. I am not sure what I am going to so this summer, I kind of made plans, but it doesn't seem like they were the Lords plans, so they are changing, and that’s cool with me. I can’t think of much else to write, so I will stop, Luv you all, and miss you like crazy!!

Sarah

Hey Friendies!

So yes, I have done it again, failed to update! You all forgive me though; I am sure, if not leave a horrible comment or something.

 So last time I updated York was a very lonely place, with only me, myself, and Golum to keep me company, but now it’s covered in students, quite a small semester though!

 It is an amazing semester I must say! Every one just has really good attitudes, and it’s really unified, which makes the hugest difference, once again God has really blessed this semester. Even so, I still greatly miss you all, and the only thing that would top this semester is if you all were here too!

 I am trying to think of what I am doing right now, but I can’t really think of something all that interesting, or new. I have been working quite allot to try and save money to go to Israel! My whole family will be going to Israel the end of this month, and I am so excited! It’s a place I have always wanted to go, but never gone! So it has made work worth it!

 As for what the Lord has been teaching me recently, Its not anything I can really pin point, except that he has been showing me that I am a control freak, and whether I will admit it or not I like to control all my feelings, and my emotions, and it makes me upset when I cant...and then there is all the other things I like to control! Its like in the past month, all of a sudden it’s the weirdest thing, I have no control any more, everything I use to control, is now a struggle, and I have to let go, and trust God, and let him be in control...its all so simple, but Its been the hardest thing! But its like fear melts away when I let go, and that’s when I realize how fearful I am. It’s been hard, but s o freeing! It’s all the basic Idea of keeping Christ on the throne, but when you’re a people pleaser is impossible to do, and just breeds insecurities, and fear! However with Christ enthroned, and in control, we can do everything in confidence cause we fear him, even when we have to take a step into the unknown,  no longer are we in charge of ourselves, and our wellbeing. Anyway so simple, yet so hard for me, and taking a while to learn!

 Well I need to go to work now, so I guess I should stop here!